Hello, so yeah today went normal and plain. Haih days by days my life getting more and more complicated. I feel so miserable until once I thought there's no solid reason why I should still stay alive. Erm no, I'm not thinking of killing myself but kinda hoping I'll die soon. But then, I realize that I'm still not ready to yeah ... die. Oh god please don't I'm still young and I need to live my life and I need to fulfill all of my parents hopes and wishes. But yaa you know try to put yourself in my situation, then you'll know how hard being Aishah Nurfitri Azraimee.
And if some of you went to my ask.fm or even maisarah, there's lots of questions about this form 1 girl which I just know which one is her today. Lol i know lame me, budak HOTSTUFF macam tu pun boleh tak kenal. Well thanks to syazreen and laeeqa. Oh and yeah she's pretty not superduper pretty but still pretty. And an honest opinon, lol laeeqa is more beautiful lol sorry i'm not mean, i'm just being honest.Well, 'hot' is maybe the most exact word to describe her HAHAHAHAHA. Oh and referring to a question I got on ask.fm asking whether us, me eeqa, syaz, maie, and fatin get 'jealous' with her beauty and etc, etc. Lol like seriously, no. I don't know how about others but for me, no. Definition of beautiful for me is too strong, if you get what I mean err not physically only but overall. Inside and outside, which is hard to find one nowadays. And I will envy her if, just IF she's pretty in both. Kalau muka dah macam angel, perangai janganlah macam iblis pulak hahaha eh I'm not pointing this to her, for god sake.
O, and did I mentioned about Anti Perempuan Psycho Society by some of Jess's students? Lol I expect for some change, not drastic change but at least a bit but seriously almost one month and still no communication like robot without feelings. FUUUUU. I CAN'T STAND THIS. One Kreatif is the most amazing class in the whole wide world. We communicate like family, not classmates even there's some which I can't get along with like nora, amir, munir, acap, fahim and bla bla but still great compared to 2 Dedikasi.
Sigh, xx-A
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