#6 FLY TO THE FUTURE

Okay these few days Im started thinking about future l o l yes I'm serious. You know, the awkward moment when your friend ask you what you wanna be in the future but you don't even know how to answer. And that's happened to me. I often said, I wanna be a doctor but I'm afraid of blood yknow my body will be immediately shaking if I see a tragic accident that involved death and serious injured. But then, I'm thinking about still being a doctor but not the-involved-blood-one such as psychiatrist specialist or vet. Okay this one is a bit okay with me but being a vet make me always be with animal and I'm not the loving type person. I'm not that harsh towards animal but serious I don't have that affection to entertain animal and I'm afraid of cat. Like seriously.


Okay then I'm thinking about being an engineer petroleum like my dad bcs thinking about the salary HUIYOOO $$$$$ hahaha but I have this 'mabuk-laut' thingy so I can't stay at the sea for a long time. Bcs being an eng-petroleum make me spend half of my life at the sea and I seriously can't. And yeah I do once decided to be a lawyer but haha I realize I'm not brave enough to involved in this debate-debate thingy, plus infront of lots of people. I'll be dying of scary-ness probably. 


And I once think about being a teacher or a lecturer bcs ramai kata ni pekerjaan yang mulia and banyak pahala so I chose it once but then I realize that I'm not good at entertained kids. Especially the naughty one. Oh god seriously I'm surrender if I have to do so. I do love kids but the one yang comel comel tembam tembam haha but the devils type is a big NO-NO. And don't laugh . Few days ago me told lecka that being a chef is also a good idea right. Yah Chef Aishah Nurfitri sounds great ok. But then, thanks to laeeqa she make me realize I'm not a good cook okay. I'm bad at this cooking-cooking thingy. Hell no. 


So I changed my mind, and started thinking about being a pilot. J-yeah. A normal pilot would be good to. But  joining the air-force would be so fucking awesome duhh hahaha. And I do love fly. I wanna fly. I wanna touch the sky. Yeah. Aku nak tengok ciptaan tuhan yang indah-indah dekat langit tu. And make me insaf seeing how small I am comparing to Allah :| I want to. Really badly so I started making this observation-kajian hahaha and yknow I'm dead seeing the fee for tutorial pilot. D E A D. RM 150k to RM 200k. Like seriously my parents couldn't afford it doh. and laeeqa said, additional 50k for the accomodation. Ya Allah gila ape? mana nak carik duit sigh. I want scholarship ugh but I'm not that smart to get straight A's for SPM. I don't think so I will. Haha?! But I want to be a pilot. Fo sho seeing myself with pilot's uniform would make me and my parents so fucking proud. :). My parents wide smile is everything to me. 


Bloody hell, kenapa early planning ni? LOL PMR pun tak lepas lagi. psycho lah kau ni sha. AIYOYOYO .GO AND STALK MINE AND LAEEQA'S TWITTER. Semangat kitorang cakap pasl pilot-thingy ni until around 3.AM baru stop hahaha CAPTAIN AISHAH NURFITRI AZRAIMEE AND CAPTAIN LAEEQA ANISSA. AMAZING!
xx-A